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My Handlers
A Fed-Posting Journal
© 2020 James LaFond
People think I am either crazy for thinking that Creep State agents are monitoring me, or they think I am not paranoid enough and should get fancy emails that no federal agent can break into, etc.
The first time a federal agent contacted me was a few days after September 11 2001. His name was Tom, Supervisory Agent Tom Petrowski. He called on a weekday, asking my wife for me, and I called him back with some concern. Had they found a copy of The Logic of Steel in the apartment of one of the Saudi suicide hijackers? He interviewed me extensively on the phone, knew one of my relatives who he had served with in the U. S. Marines, and invited me down to Quantico, a visit I did not want to make. Fortunately he canceled his plans for me when he of a sudden was saddled with thousands of new agents to train.
On the back end of the website, in the comments section, over the past ten years, I think, but am not sure, that I have deleted 5 calls for ethnic cleansing, mass murder, genocide and armed insurrection against the government. These were, in my mind, a mix of idiots and Creep State agents trying to cultivate me as the next Pierce or Mentzger. I have never had any desire to be a w!@#$ s!@#$%&nzc;**% or the next evil villain on the news.
This August and September, I even emailed some readers whose comments I deleted and asked them to stop commenting on this website. I realize that I am a kook and attract some kooks. But when anonymous posters start calling for armed insurrection and ethnic cleansing in a public conversation with me, I am looking for the door.
I assume that these ether actors are separate from the handlers who have been personally assigned to me by some other agency or NGO.
Then came Rod.
Rod contacted me via cryptic ways In Baltimore in 2017 and I met this psychopath at a bar where we got blind drunk his attempt to pierce my reserve. He tried to triangulate where I was living constantly, called me every week for three years, met me thrice at various bars, and admitted to a former career in a military intelligence unit as an officer.
This is the same history that the mentors of various mass shooters seem to have, a former military intelligence guy, somehow unemployed, hanging out with a younger person with a history of mental illness.
I do not think that anyone thinks of me as a potential terrorist. However, I suspect that some NGOs and Creep State actors see this counter culture site as a place where nuts who could be incited to be the next pale mass murderer or fake bomb maker might wash up at the end of the internet.
A regular feature of my weekly three-years-running conversations with Rod, would occur like clockwork once a month, and was him asking me for advice on how to fight an insurgent war in this nation. I always recommended against any violence and just asked him to stay safe.
Was he insane, or trying to get a blackmail recording that could be used to put me in the dock as a leader of a pale avenger outfit to scare Americans with?
Now, as October rolled around and the deposing of the Orange Usurper was underway, Rod asked me weekly to recommend or at least sanction his use of violence against enemies of America. He had an apologetic tone to his voice. It seemed that he was reluctant to get me to step into the path of the speeding hate truck and I felt like we kind of liked each other after three years of talking.
Was he fired?
Did he quit?
Was he reassigned?
Was he a legit nut that was on the level?
Then, right before the election, he asked for guidance in mass murder one more time and I declined.
I have not heard from him since.
Over the next three days I received queries via email from three other young men with military backgrounds seeking my guidance and training.
Look, I am only knowledgeable in fist fighting and combat with weapons that are centuries obsolete. One guy wanted me to travel around the nation with him. One guy wanted me to relocate to the same state that Rod said he operated out of, the same state that has been the epicenter of terrorist activity 20 years running. None of these three fellows had read anything I wrote, but rather were keying off of podcasts and interviews. This makes sense as they are younger operatives and Rod was of the Gen-X mold and actually read my work. If these guys would at least read my work I might accept one as Rods replacement.
The most ridiculous applicant to propose himself as my Creep State handler described himself as a military contractor operating out of Canada, Japan and Thailand, asked for my advice as to conducting overseas operations [Christ, I have never even been on vacation!], which I know less than zero about and then proposed the following.
I would detrain in January in Montana.
Walk to a pick up point.
Get in a Canadian pickup truck without a passport and be smuggled across the border into Alberta where I would train this fellow in escrima and boxing, I suppose in case he ends up in a death match in an Asian prison.
Ah, no.
I am an aspiring historical novelist plugging away on some history and myth projects that were accidents of research.
As I seek more serenity and less engagement with the world, I am looking to limit contact with potential Creep State and NGO actors.
-1. I am done coaching men who I have not already had a training relationship with.
-2. I am severely limiting podcasting, as this is the avenue that most of these actors operate through.
-3. I am not meeting up with anyone I have not had a long standing correspondence with, meaning years of back and forth contact.
-4. If you do not have a real name, fuck you, we are not meeting.
I am just a weirdo writing weird tales and histories that almost no one cares about. I seek fewer readers, not more. Even if I thought I had the answer to Americas woes, I would hide this knowledge. Why would an inmate doing life want to cure the guards or advise the warden of his pitiless prison?
I have no interest in public policy, public health, governance, foreign policy or any other activity engaged in by the U.S. Government. I am a live and let die kind of guy.
I do not hate or dislike this nation or its subjects. I simply do not care about them. The only people I care about are my readers and a few fellows and girls met along the losing way. I am a slave of said government and its alternately cheerleading and naysaying taxpayers and do not even seek my freedom and am content to pay protection fees at whatever rate is stipulated by my invisible legion of masters.
America, good night, you deserve it. Embrace the absence of light; for it is divinely hungry and you are sublimely its long delayed repast.
Grafting a New Branch?
guerilla masculinity
Soliloquy 3
son of a lesser god
masculine axis
the sunset saga complete
let the world fend for itself
broken dance
advent america
orphan nation
the combat space
book of nightmares
on the overton railroad
the year the world took the z-pill
honor among men
america the brutal
when you're food
winter of a fighting life
barbarism versus civilization
menthol rampage
your trojan whorse
blue eyed daughter of zeus
under the god of things
fiction anthology one
the lesser angels of our nature
logic of force
song of the secret gardener
logic of steel
the fighting edge
the first boxers
the greatest boxer
dark, distant futures
z-pill forever
within leviathan’s craw
into leviathan’s maw
the greatest lie ever sold
taboo you
night city
thriving in bad places
on combat
by the wine dark sea
the gods of boxing
HDA     Jan 1, 2021

I was about to say - living in Alberta isn't all bad! But there are some wingnuts out here, and it gets pretty cold this time of year.
007     Jan 1, 2021

Seems like these "Intelligence Officers" are the same as a lot of those totally authentic Seal Team Six nuts running around.

More likely some dude that got busted with disgusting porn on his Iphone and needs to set someone up to make a deal...
Jackmaninov     Jan 2, 2021

Stay safe brother.
Shep     Jan 2, 2021

My instincts say that your instincts are right on. "They" are always looking for patsys to cultivate, like this guy in Nashville - Lee "R.V." Oswald.
Bryce Sharper     Jan 3, 2021

What Shep said.

Feds need the following admonishment:

<blockquote>Q. 129. What is required of superiors towards their inferiors?

A. It is required of superiors, according to that power they receive from God, and that relation wherein they stand, to love, pray for, and bless their inferiors; to instruct, counsel, and admonish them; countenancing, commending, and rewarding such as do well; and discountenancing, reproving, and chastising such as do ill; protecting, and providing for them all things necessary for soul and body: and by grave, wise, holy, and exemplary carriage, to procure glory to God, honor to themselves, and so to preserve that authority which God hath put upon them.

Q. 130. What are the sins of superiors?

A. The sins of superiors are, besides the neglect of the duties required of them, an inordinate seeking of themselves, their own glory, ease, profit, or pleasure; commanding things unlawful, or not in the power of inferiors to perform; counseling, encouraging, or favoring them in that which is evil; dissuading, discouraging, or discountenancing them in that which is good; correcting them unduly; careless exposing, or leaving them to wrong, temptation, and danger; provoking them to wrath; or any way dishonoring themselves, or lessening their authority, by an unjust, indiscreet, rigorous, or remiss behavior.</blockquote>

Entrapment, incitement to violence, harassment, and provocation are the opposite of what they should be doing. God sees. He judges. He holds magistrates to higher standards due to their higher office and punishes them more severely.
Bryce Sharper     Jan 4, 2021

"Having addressed countless meetings of Tea Parties in Northern California from 2010 to 2012, I experienced this infiltration directly. The audiences were respectful, and asked informative questions. When, occasionally, I got a question that seemed to push me to say something inflammatory, I made it a point to find and speak to the individual who had asked it. Invariably, the person fit a profile with which I had become familiar from my years overseeing the FBI: a man in his late 30s, who had recently moved into the community and worked for a big company, often remotely, and whose echoing of the sentiments surrounding him sounded studied. I would then advise him on how to write his report to headquarters. Generally, the man would walk away."

So lawful assemblies are infiltrated by the Feebs and other 3-letter agencies for the purpose of entrapment, meanwhile they do nothing about successful criminal insurgencies such as the drug cartels, street gangs, Islamists, Antifa, and the various leftist money-laundering organizations ("charities").

As Martin Van Creveld said in "The Rise and Decline of the State," states are increasingly unable to win wars abroad, so they turn them inward.
flatusmaximus     Jan 15, 2021

I have been reading your stuff on and off for a few years and emailed recently about a book.

You may disregard. I realize now how it was probably received.
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